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Patients who suffer from depersonalization also experience an almost uncontrollable urge to question and think about the nature of reality and existence as well as other deep philosophical questions.
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depersonalization disorder
I’ve just recently started reading about it and am trying to learn more, because when I heard about it in psychology class, I realized it was a description of a feeling I had been trying to describe before, except I had mistakenly tried to describe to people that I feel as if I have an omniscient view in life, overlooking the events going on rather than living them.
As I’ve read other people’s experiences, it seems as though many people have a negative outlook, they seem to feel as if they suffer with this disorder, that it is painful in some way. While I understand the pain of feeling as though I can’t experience my emotions, or being separate from my body, I feel maybe there is something positive I get from the experience too. That it’s not all bad. I feel more observant of others and my surroundings, or maybe more intuitive. And I also feel a strange closeness to this obscure feeling, like it is my escape, a natural escape.
I guess I’m just wondering if anyone has anything positive to say about their experiences with this disorder???
I can’t actually say whether I have it, I’ve never even been to therapy. But I’ve been searching for an explanation of this feeling for a while. Please share with me. I’ve often told people, that I didn’t feel I was in my body for the last two years and had such a hard time explaining.
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Not even my tumblr reflects who I am. Nothing which involves the perception of another person seems to.
I don’t feel like you guys care :/
Getting there…
I just think…. relationships are hard.
Like an alcohol addiction, if you have too much of it, if you have more than the occasional drink at a social gathering and maybe a few get-really-drunk moments during holidays or birthdays, if you take advantage of the feeling it gives you, start drinking every day… it starts to affect your life, you have to have it every day, and then there’s no going back to that casual friendship ever again.
You’re either stuck with the addiction for the rest of your life, or you have to give up that person alcohol completely.
Thank you:)
This Time
Hey, so starting tomorrow I really do want to eat healthier and start running. My weight is the highest it’s ever been, and I need to get serious. I’m going to need all the help and support I can get, because I know how hard it is to make a lifestyle change. I’m not exactly surrounded by the best influences. My goal is to lose 20 pounds. I’m not aiming for an unhealthy goal, and I don’t want to starve myself. I want this to be a happy journey. I know I’m not alone, and any support will help. This certainly isn’t the first time I’ll be trying but I’m hoping it will be everlasting for once. Even if all you do is read this, thank you.
